Hi blog..it's been a week i haven't update my blog!! Nothing special happen 2 me for the past 1 week!! I just called my mum dis morning...and s usual, my father told my mum 2 advice me not 2 hook up wit edward camins just b coz of his status!!
It was so devastating and hurt 2 hear dat from my father. I do luv him, but at the same time i luv edward too....I did watever i could 2 break up wit him, but the more we broke up, the more i luv him. For i really accept him wit all my heart, all his strength and weaknesses. I did blame GOD 4 let me fall in luv wit him. But after the retreat i realise dat wat i prayed all this while he had answered. Though he answered my prayer, of course the challenges is still there. 2 test our faith in him. I am so lucky and blessed dat my BF is a vary faithful person, he never blame GOD for wat HE prepared for him. He even advice me 2 put my faith n hope in my heavenly FATHER.
I do hv the faith and hope, but evrytime when my father say like dat 2 me, either 2 my mum or brother, i can get down very easily. For i dun want 2 hurt his feeling and will start 2 cry!! :-(
For i know, i forget 2 pray 2 my MOTHER MARY. i realised dat whenever i forget 2 pray, HE'll show me the sign. Pray anytime not pray when u r in trouble. Heavenly father, i am so sorry dat i forgotten u, and only remember when u show me the sign. Let me pray evry day of my life, whether i'm happy, tired or sad. For i believe HE WILL SHOW ME THE WAY!! Dad, i hope 1 day ur heart open 2 accept edward for who he really is, AMEN!!
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