Tuesday, March 23, 2010

EMOTIONAL AND SENSITIVE...

My hubby told me dat, i am very sensitive and emotional lately..Is it b coz he's not around wit me?? No, i dun think so!! It's just dat i take thing seriously. Wanna do things perfect, to change my self more better and a lot...If i am not gonna change again...i'll look old....my gudness....

Evry morning, i put a smile on my face...and dun take thing seriously (but it's all depend on the situation) Emotional...yes..smtimes i can't control it. Maybe or I must start 2 handle my emotion and pray to HIM to guide me in my evry day living...

I dun want 2 think a lot...dun want 2 take things seriouly, and dun want 2 be so so so sensitive!! It's not healthy and i'm gonna look very old sooner...i am just 25!! I dun want people say i look like 30.....NO WAY... Put a smile..in evry thing i do...dun olwez cry, for my eyes will look sadden all the time...^__^

Thanks hubby for gv me a spank 2 open my mind...I am not gonna be so sensitive anymore...wat happen...just happen..for dat is GOD's will...AMEN...

Sunday, March 7, 2010

DYA..HERE WE GO....

7 March 2010..dis is the date dat i am going 2 remember for the rest of my life....!!! Y?? b coz, it's the launching of DYA, logo and youth's prayer!! I am so proud of myself for being part of the 1st DYA of diocese s'kan, and if 1 day i may not serve in youth anymore, i will olwez remember dis date, a history had been marked and will document for the whole year through, and if 1 day i go back 2 my heavenly father, it will remain a history and for the new generation 2 reflect back.

I am so proud b coz it was held in my hometown SANDAKAN. This is where i've been baptized and confirmation, and i never thought dat GOD called me 2 serve in the youth, or at church. since dis is the way, he showed me, i will try 2 walk according 2 his way. and if 1 day, i fall. i knw dat i have frens dat can pick me up and going through all the challenges dat we might be facing....

I luv HIM a lot..when i was so much into thinking 'bout my life, financial, my relationship, he showed me the way to walk his will. I can feel him, with the holy spirit. Thnk you LORD for being inside me. I know there's a lot of challenges dat i am going 2 face, but with ur guardian angels and the holy spirit 2 guide me, i believe dat i can go through it. AMEN.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Lent season

hi blog...sorry forf neglect u for almost 1 month. although i olwez online, but i forgotten 2 update my blog....by the way, month of Feb chinese new year, buzy collect my ang pao...hahahaha....and prepare for parish youth recollection, and there's so much dat i want 2 think until i got my headache.....hehehe....

dis weekend, my JAVAS frens are going 2 Manila, i want 2 go, but my financial is unstable, i've beem through all the obstacles when u dun have any money left, then i took risk using my credit card, in the end, i owe a lot. luckily, GOD show me the way, and i took out some KWSP money 2 pay all the debt...and left only 2000....i do hope my hand and my heart won't buy things dat unnessaryly....jealous them going there...yeah..i agree...but seriously, my financial stable just started 2 b stable, if i go there again, what happen if i have emergency?? or my laptop and my car gv me headache?? do i want 2 ask from my parents?? no...of course not....except i am in the middle emergency dat i really2 need money, then i ask from them....

my parents 2 achieve 2day financial stable, had long way 2 go, i remember my father took part time job just 2 feed us, my mum owe people's money, i saw them going through there, and i dun want 2 go through what had my parents go through, then i have 2 start keep my money, and buy only the important things, if i have extra, then i can buy what i want the most.

2 have a steady financial is very difficult, and 2 have even more too have difficulty. but i would like 2 have a shot 2 go for direct selling, i just want 2 try. But only with GOD's will, materialistic not gud, but if u just want extra, y not?? Guide me Lord according 2 ur will.....amen....